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=^_^=

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lagu Mojo ni memang best...

Senafas pun ku perlu mencuba
Kau bawa pergi sebahagian dari jiwa raga

Bersendiri hidup umpama hilang erti
Bagaimanakah meneruskan hayat ini

Andai ku bercinta lagi suatu hari nanti
Tunjukkan di mana
Ruang hati untuknya yang masih belum kau huni?

Apabila tiba waktu bersemuka
Ku perlu pejamkan mata dan memaksa lafaz cinta
Dengan bayangmu di minda

Tiada pengganti bisa hadir dan mampu menyembuh
Rawan di hati meleraikan semangat ku runtuh
Bersendiri masa umpama tak beralih
Berapa lama lagi harus ku merintih

Malam tidak berpurnama
Fajar tiada kejora
Aku hilang di dalam gelita kalbu
Tanpa dirimu asaku mati

lagu ni cukup bermakna... katanya lagu ni dicipta untuk seorang isteri yang meninggal sebab sakit... sangat menyentuh hati... setiap bait ayat menunjukkan kesedihan... susah untuk hidup tanpa orang tersayang... kena agree walaupun pada masa ni orangnya still ada di  sisi tapi mampukah bertahan? i don't know...

bait ayat paling best yang betul2 buat tersentuh 'tanpa dirimu asaku mati'... mula2 tak paham apa maksudnya... kita selalu dengar putus asa... kali ni asaku mati... aduhai syahdunyer... bersungguh-sungguh dia nak cakap yang dia tak boleh nak hidup tanpa orang yang disayangi... huhuuuuu... sedih...

'tunjukkan di mana ruang hati untuknya yang masih belum kau huni'... ingat lagi tak main lukis-lukis hati kat Pelita 9?... mojo tiru... hahahaa...

you said not to sentap and we should slowly forget...

can you?

i have too much memories...

every single thing will remind me of us...

my worst enemy is my MEMORY...

(-_-)

what ever things that comes in my way
good or bad
make me stumble several times
i just need to keep on moving
coz..

as i always said to myself

"...life must go on..."

(-_-)

Semangat kemerdekaan itu penting
kerana ia dapat mendorong seseorang itu bersyukur
dengan keamanan yang telah dikecapi selama ini...

kat kedai nenda tak kurang hebat sambut merdeka...
bendera sana sini...

jalur gemilang berkibar megah di depan kedai...
MERDEKA! MERDEKA!  MERDEKA!

kat Tumpat ada sambutan Hari Kemerdekaan ke-55
kebetulan lalu kat taman permainan 'Patando' ni...

dulu pentas ni jadi pentas kahwin su tie...
heheheee... pentas serbaguna...
sekarang tempat gantung bendera pulak...

pentas ni betul2 kat tepi sungai...

best jer pemandangan kat sini...
nampak bendera berkibar ditiup angin lagi la bersemangat...
heheheee...

kejap jer kat sini...
ma ajak pergi jalan2 kat Pantai Sri Tujuh...

kebetulan sampai ada sekumpulan Myvi berarak...

semangat merdeka abis diorang ni...
bangga! bangga!
rasa nak join jer...
hihihiiii...

sampai kat pantai duduk melepak jap tepi pantai...
ramai jugak orang...
semua ambil peluang berehat bersama keluarga
di hari merdeka..

tengok jer la ombak...
nak mandi tak bawak baju pulak..

nipah yang hanyut dah tumbuh pucuk...
tapi tak sempat nak lekat kat paya dah dibawa lari ombak...
cian nipah ni...

pandai mak saya...
tolong tanam...
hahahaaa...

lepak tepi pantai with my mom memang seronok...
bercerita pasal masa depan...
pasal harapan...
kena leter pasal tak kerja...
heheheee...
dengar nasihat...
sambil tu sekodeng ada couple tengah berpeluk dalam air...

tak abis2 my mom duk berleter pasal couple ni...
"ish ish ish tok takut langsung nih"
"biar nyo lemah"
 bila dah keluar 'biar nyo lemah' (biar lemas)
maksudnya my mom dah meluat sangat la tu...

bila cakap 'ni mesti orang luar'
ma balas 'oghe kelate...sbb oghe luar banyok tepak
buleh wat maksiat... oghe kelate sini jah tepak hok ado'
aik!? pulok!!
bila cakap 'suami isteri tengah honeymoon kot'
ma balas 'honeymoon koghok mung... oghe hok nikoh tok duk
wak gitu skali... tok nikoh lagi tu'
wahh... my mom ni cam expert2 jer...

ma citer dia ngan abah masa mula2 kawin dulu
masuk jugak air tapi pergi  kacau couple lain kat dalam air...
mana2 couple yang diorang nampak duk rapat dalam air
diorang sajer gi duk dekat ngan couple tu...
bila dah dekat couple tadi mesti lari...
teorinya: kalau dah kawen naper nak malu...
heheheeee... macam2 la my mom ni...

kitorang nak jer tunggu couple ni naik tapi
dah nak maghrib pun diorang belum naik lagi...
malu kot sebab memang ramai orang duk pandang diorang...
nak tunggu semua kat tepi pantai tu beransur kot...
padan muka... abis kecut la kalau nak tunggu orang xder...
buat keja bodoh...
tak takut langsung tapi tahu pulak malu dengan manusia...
memang jauh jugak la diorang duk dari tepi pantai...
sayup jer nampak kepala diorang...
aduhai... kalau lemas pun memang xder orang nak tolong!

 "kamu yang bawaku terbang..."

ada ketika masing2 senyap jer...
melayan perasaan...
i have my own problems...
and mom too...
mesti ada benda yang serabut...
i'm glad bawak ma berehat sekejap kat tepi pantai...
the least thing i can for her...for now...

(^__^)



 kadang terasa diri ini malang
namun semalang2 hidupku, ada lagi mereka yang lebih malang...
penjual etok terpaksa menjaja di seoanjang pantai demi
sesuap nasi untuk keluarga...
penjual layang terpaksa bergantung pada cuaca baik
untuk menjual layang-layang...

aku.... ada otak boleh fikir sendiri baik buruk sesuatu tindakan...
kadang2 nafsu dan amarah menguasai diri
sehingga orang sekeliling menjadi mangsa...

(-_-)

 hari semakin gelap dan masa untuk beredar..
tapi sebelum tu...

nak beli jagung bakar...
my faveret!

dan juga nak menunaikan niat sebenar datang ke Pantai Sri Tujuh ni..

minum air 'nyo'...

well... to put a smile on her face
means everything to me...
it is worth it...

Malaysia sambut merdeka...
Kami berdua sambut kebebasan jiwa...

MERDEKA!!

\('o')/

seronok dapat jumpa kawan2...
bila balik rumah... nampak muka kepenatan 2 orang chef...
my mom and my sister peroh...
rupa-rupanyer rumah kena serbu ketika mee kari belum siap masak...
siap maciku masuk dapur tolong kupas bawang...
hahahaaa...
pastu abah cakap diorang dua orang ni siap tetido sebab penat...
memang ramai yang datang and kari kena masak sampai 3 kali...
abah 2 kali pergi kedai beli mee and ayam...

1st batch adalah kari daging...
serius nak bagitau my mom's kari daging tiada tandingan...
hehehee...sebab memang dari kecik suke...
kari daging lagi best dari kari ayam...
nasib baik my mom simpankan sbb dia dah tau
i like kari daging tu...
heheheee... tq ma...

kalau ada telur puyuh lagi marveles!
tak tau nak describe best macamana...

letak ulam salad.. perghhh...
freshh punya...

hahahaa...
bersemangat giler bila citer bab makan ni...
siapa nak rasa my mom's mee kari boleh datang umah...
tak rugi datang... hehehee...


(^_*)

bulan puasa kat kelantan syok...
lepas terawikh boleh kuar lepak makan colek...
kalau kat kl kuar cari coffee or teh tarik...
kat kelantan mesti cari COLEK!

banyak pilihan...
nak makan colek keropok...
colek perut...
colek buah...
dan macam2 lagi...
dan yang paling famous : colek kerang
kerang rebus ada, kerang bakar pun ada...

dah ujung2 ramadhan banyak kedai tutup...
sebabnya mostly pekerja kat kedai makan berasal dari siam..
diorang amik cuti sebab sana raya awal sehari...

malam yang nak makan colek kerang
ada satu tempat famous dah tutup...
jalan jauh2 tutup plak...

last sekali jumpa satu kedai ni...

nak jadi cerita...
kerang sepinggan ciput jer...
masa orang tu hantar kat meja kitorang...
my ssister tercakap kuat... "mak aih...sikitnyer"
dengan orang tu sekali menjerit terkejut sebab
my sister cakap kuat sangat...
bukan apa... betul la... ciput jer...
mahal sangat...

tapi last2 tambah sampai 2 pinggan...

heheee... citer banyak pasal kerang...
bukan makan pun...
saya makan colek buah jer...

o_O

my mom and dad memang suker explore tempat makan...

tanya jer kat mana best insyaallah diorang boleh bagitau...

hehehehee...

tapi masakan utk normal people jer la...

kalau nak tanya makanan kat hotel or restoren mewah mana

yang tu kena cari sendiri...

kami semua bersederhana jer...

kalau ada rezeki lebih baru kitorang makan lebih sikit...

hehehee... itulah kami sekeluarga...

i have experience exploring tempat makan with someone too...

i love doing it with him...

setakat ni ayam goreng kunyit KOLAM is the best!

sup cendawan KARAOKE terbaik!

mee celup RESTOREN KELATE sedaappp!

brokoli goreng telur AMIN THAI... alaaaaaaaaaaa....

hahahahaaaa.. sudah jadi sejarah gara2 akak gigi besi...

ingat nak jalan2 cari makan lagi..
tapi x tahulah masa depan camana...
hati oh hati...
kenapa rapuh sangat sekarang ni?


(-__-)'

my problem skrg...
semua benda nak amik gambar...
masalah yg kadang2 buat orang meluat...
hahahaaa...
yang paling dahsyat masa nak makan kot...
orang lain xleh sentuh makanan selagi x snap...
klik! klik! klik! klik! klik!
kalau sekali ok kot....
tapi banyak2 kali ni buat orang bosan...
bila ingat balik...
lawak pun yer gak...
cam x pernah jumpa makanan...
n definitely cam x pernah ada camera...
but one thing for sure...
I LOVE TAKING PICTURES!!
bukan nak jadi fotografer ke ape...
just nak share life from my point of lens!!
heheheheee..

kat kampung banyak citer best yang nak citer...
especially bab bab makan ni...
kali ni nak citer pasal kuih 'akok'..

nampak tak sabut2 kelapa yang banyak ni?

sabut2 ni digunakan untuk bakar akok...

banyak betul sabutnyer...

kalau nak tahu kat sini la akok paling glamer...

sangat klasik tempatnyer...

pondok kayu jer...

tapi ramai orang datang beli akok!!

fresh from the oven!!

bau asap sabut kelapa sekali sekala wangi gak...

ni la cara orang buat akok...

ni la rupa akok yang dah siap untuk dimakan...

nyum nyum nyum...

bahulu pun dibuat dengan teknik yang sama gak...

cuma resipi jer yang lain...

'piana' ni xtau plak camana...

rasa cam sama gak cuma acuan n resipi lain plak..

bila bercerita bab makan2 ni memang meleleh air liur..

alaaa.. rindu nak balik kampung lagi...

hmm... kalau orang tanya apa faveret makanan?

mula2 akan jawab jagung rebus...

pastu pisang rebus...

pulut + sate...

pulut + kelapa...

apam balik yang taruk gula jer...

nasi kerabu...

nasi dagang...

nasi kukus...

mee celup...

latest mee cambo...

pengat pisang...

and the list keep on going...

huhuuuu...

pelahap!!

hah... pulut panggang yg manis yg bulat tu...

and also...

pulut pagi namanyer ni!!
sedap!!
pulut manis with kelapa!!
mabeles!!

(^__^)

masa sambung bachelor of town and regional planning

subjek BEL... kena buat karangan...

this is the comment that i get from my lecturer...
my karangan... the one that i wrote with tears...

THE SADDEST DAY OF MY LIFE

Many of us would surely want to share the happiest day of our life, but for me I like to share my saddest day in life so that people who read this won't have to go through what I did. And maybe this is the only way to tell the person I love that I'm sorry for causing this much pain and I promise that it will never happen again.

It was the hardest thing to see tears running down my father's eyes. So i said to myself that it would be terrible if someday my father cries. He is the most "happy go lucky" person that I've ever known. He always brightens up our life. There isn't a day when he doesn't make us laugh. But because of me, he did cry once. I broke the promise I made without realising it. Because of me who was never thankful for what life brought me, I broke my father's heart quite badly. My father's saddest day had become my saddest day too. This saddest day had become my saddest day too. This saddest day will never be forgotten.

I studied in a boarding school that was miles away from home. I was among the lucky poor people who had the chance to go to that school. All the other students were from rich families. I started making friends with the rich ones. When we went out for hopping, I bought what they bought, even though it cost me a lot of money.

There was no scholarship offered so I had to ask money from my parents every month. But my demand was too much for them, plus I lied to them. I said that I wanted to buy books but instead I bought clothes, magazines, cassettes and so on. When my parents couldn't send me money, I started stealing my friends' money. It wasn't my parents fault that they couldn't send money or my friends fault that they influenced me to buy things which were out of my reach, but it was because of me who didn't know my own limits. I should have known myself better. I was not a rich girl and my family didn't own a big company. I was just a lucky girl who got the chance to be around them and not being totally them.

The act of crime lasted two years, from form two to form three. It had become habit or hobby for me to steal someone's property  and not just because I didn't have enough money anymore. By the end of the year, before the PMR exam; I was caught in the act. It was my friends who caught me. At first, the school wanted to contact my parents to tell the truth but i refused too let them do so. But then it came to my senses that all this time I had been lying to the people  who really put their trust in me. So my parents came to school without knowing anything about my sins.

Although there were only five persons in the meeting room, which was my teacher, the headmistress,  my parents and I, I knew that my parents were really ashamed. While my mother was crying, I saw my father sit in his chair calmly. My teacher then tried to calm my mother and that was when I saw my father stood up, went behind  the curtains and cried. He tried to hide the tears but I saw him wiping his eyes. What had I done? How could I make this great father felt that he fail to do his job?

 On that sad day, when I kissed my father's hands to ask for his forgiveness, I could feel his not so smooth hands. Those hands which had been working hard to keep me in school and I took it for granted. How I wish at that time my father could slap me hard so that I know how much he was hurt, but he didn't do it. Although I hurt him pretty bad, my father still forgave me. Now I know how my father teaches his children. He never used his hands on us and he only gave a simple advice. He makes us know by ourselves what is wrong and what is right. I love my father and my mother so much for always being there for me.

I am who I am today because of that particular day. People would see me as a good person who never did anything wrong before, but to tell the truth I'm the one who use to cut school quite often, did ridiculous tricks to my friends on April Fool day, worse I've been a thief once and for that reason I've been grounded from school for a week and almost kicked out from school. I can stand up high and tell people my true story so that others won't do the same mistake, and for the fact that I have parents and friends who have good souls and willing to forgive me no matter what. I'm thanking God for bringing all these people in my life. Thank you.